Sunday, May 18, 2008

#5) I and my parents and my sister

I have one younger brother and one younger sister. I am not the only child in my family. In the past, I and my brother had a big difficult with our parents becuase of our sister. I always lack of love in my life. However, when I am growing up, our relationship become better.

In my childhood, I and my brother had lots of unhappy times. We thought our parents loved our sister more than us. Even though we knew that she was the smallest and sick, and our parents shlould took more care of her and gave her more loves, but we got a unhappy times for long period. I understood that why they spoiled her. I understood that she needed more love becuase she was sick. However, at that time, I and my brother were forgotten. We stayed at home lonely. We stopped all extracurricular activities, even piano lesson. We could not went anywhere except going to school. Becuase nobody had extra times to take care of us, even our relatives. We also could not went to hospital to visit them.

There were other families also had more than one child and one of their children was sick. But they did not have our problem. They coped with that situation better than my family. They brought their other children to hospital, whole family confront the illness together. After few years, the problem in my family was still here. They, three people, always went out and left I and my brother at home. They went to shopping, playground, lunch, dinner, etc,. It seemed that they were family but not included us. We were not equally in their love.

Two years before, I was 18years old. Somethings happened that between I and dad. I had just said that my sister would damaged the computer so that I could not repair it when I was not at home. Then my father began angry. He said that I was rude to my sister. Then the problem between us had came out at that time. He thought that I and my brother did not have qualifications to teach, lecture, and point out mistakes to my sister. Another thing is that my dad hit me first time becuase of my sister. I was not flow the clip away from my sister deliberately, I was just careless. But my dad thought that I was bully my sister, then he hit me. I was very disconsolate that time, and I thought maybe I should leave. Not becuase he hit me, the main reason was all the things together had make me depressed for a long time, and at that time all broke out.

Now, I won't care their love anymore. Maybe I get used to that and I find love from other. My sister, becuase her parents spoiled her a lot in the past, so she now become a great problem teenager. She makes parents having lots of great troubles. And now, they just discover that how I am a good child, even in the past. When I am growing up, I don't need more parents' love, so I don't care that now. Therefore, our problem between us seems disappeared. Now, I am not in home, so the oppourtunity of happen arguments is equal to zero. I think it is a chance for repairing our relationship.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

#4) Speed Race

Last Friday, I went to watch movie with my friends in Amc. In this movie, there is a Korean Star cast one of the characters, his name is Rain. Actually, our purpose to watch this movie is because of Rain in there. However, we all did not think this movie is really good.

In the movie, there was a is a young man, called Speed, with natural racing instincts. His goal is to win The Crucible, which his older brother, Rex, took part and lost life in that. However, this knid of comopetition was controlled by some large companies.

The end of this story is a happy ending. Speed won The Crucible. It also had a surprise thing is that Speed's brother had not died and became one of the members of Speed's team, X. I think the most exciting is in the last part of the movie. Because the competition is very intense. However, the front part and the middle part of the movie is boring. Also, Rain did not have many times appeared in the movie, that we all felt disappointed.

I disapprove of the story because I am not interested in this kind of story, but I enjoy the digital in this movie. Becuase the story is come from a cartoon, so it is a good family movie, which children may like it very much.

Monday, May 5, 2008

#3) Visit my new homestay

I am going to change my homestay. It is because my roomate, who was in the same homestay, and her bother were robbed near our house at the bus stop. Those robber held a gun, so my roomate and her brother gave all the things to them, but they also were hit by them. In the other day, she moved out quickly. I really like my homestay. They are nice. However, the location is not very safety for me, international student. So, I need to find another host family. This Sunday, I visited the new homestay.

I went with my friend. We met in the Northgate Transit Center. The new homestay told me to take the bus No.358, but because I need to go the Norhtgate Transit Center, so I took the bus No.41. However, there is no No.358 in there. We asked someone, and then took the other bus to 185th Ave. I need to arrive at 3pm, but we just arrived at 4pm because of waiting bus.

The new homestay are very nice too. They are also Filipino, which are same as my present homestay. They have two children, one is nine years old, and one is two years old. They also have a dog, that I really like dogs. We chatted for a while. Then, I finally decided not move in. The reason is their house is so far away from school. They also told me to think about the location, or decide to change another school which is in Shoreline. But I like to study at SCCC, so that I won't change school.

We stayed there only half hour and then leave. We took the bus No.358 to Downtown, but it took us one hour. So I cannot live in the new homestay. Then we went to eat dinner in Korean restuarant because our trip took us about five hours. We both were hungry. Today, I had taken a lot of bus, and it was so tired. Finally, I want to thank my friend, Go, for going with me today and his dinner.